So day by day i feel more and more comfortable for chat with him, so i try for not and leave other chat with other people except him, and now i get addicted to him that i always want to talk with him, get online with him want to send a message which on that time the 1st card server which i used cant send a message to his country, and i felt so much bad than, the only our communication is Internet using Yahoo, so now i think i should thankedfully with the guy who made Internet coz its made me met with my True Love. I felt Love in him exactly that wht i felt on that time, day by day we spend it by chat until he told me that he now nt in Dera (PAK) in his own country, but now he already in Nema (KOR), he went to Dema (KOR) is for work Purpose, thanks to ALLAH that he still remeber me wherever he went to the another country which he didnot tell anything about that to me, we still spend time as usual, and on that time there is a cam application which we can see each other by cam if the computer which we used have a cam for it. On that time he got a cam there but me have no cam at all, he with his kindness want to show his cam to me even i have no cam at all for showing to him, and the firsttime he sent a cam to me and i can see his face there i felt more more love him, not because that he is a good looking guy but i like his attitude, like the way he sit, the way he touch his hair, anything i liked in him i dont know maybe its just because i already fallin in love with him at the first time even im nt already see him before just in pic, but when i can see his face moving infront of me its feels like i can see him real in here with me, i know the time when he breath even i cant feel it, i know now his emotion by just looking in his eyes, and its feels so good when i can see him the first time by cam, but i feel so much sad that i cant show him my self coz there is no cam at the computer which i used, but he said he's fine coz he also already save my pic which i already give him before, and which make me more comfort and feel safe is he never and ever push me to show my cam to him neither that i have no cam also. he so much give me attention. When the happinees comes, Badness will comes also



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